"You will always be too much of something for someone: too big, too loud, too soft, too edgy. If you round out your edges, you lose your edge. Apologize for mistakes. Apologize for unintentionally hurting someone — profusely. But don’t apologize for being who you are."

— Danielle Laporte

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blood vs water + episode titles

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It seems like most people think about where they are in life and where they want to be,

whereas I’m mostly thinking “Who am I? Why?”

It’s really tough to see people go through or come to these big life realizations/changes, especially when it involves possibly not pursuing acting as a career, when I just moved down here to do that.

Today has been sort of a whirlwind.

I saw The Drop. It was good. Didn’t realize until the credits that it was based on a Dennis Lehane book.
Taryn and I had a giant talk, which was mostly me having a mild panic attack about life and all this shit.

I was on Facebook and gonna comment on one of my friend’s statuses, but then saw an ad to become a sperm donor, so registered for that instead.


So, I just got Destiny

and I was gonna go on a run, but it’s super fucking hot outside. Thought instead that I’d just do push ups while waiting during loading screens, but I hit fifty before the game was done loading…

"Don’t cry because it’s over, cry because it happened."

— Ezra Koenig, misquoting Dr. Seuss (via shaketheweightofliving)

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Tumblr only lets you upload ten photos at a time, and I have more images in rotation on my desktop than that, so here are the remaining ones.


Desktop meme.

The most interesting thing about my desktop is that I rotate backgrounds (it literally changed while I was setting this post up), so I included all the ones that I currently have on rotation. Was sort of going for a wistful/melancholy vibe with this set, I guess.

Tagged by Madison.

Rules: Take a screenshot of your desktop. Don’t change or delete anything.
Then tag five people.

Which I’m not going to do.


"Yo, yo, yo, 1, 4, 8, 3-to-the-3-to-the-6-to-the-9. Representin’ the ABQ. What up, biatch? Leave it at the tone!"

(Source: alaynnstone, via nevifail)


(Source: danedehaan, via brbagifs)


Clouds above TOKYO

Music: “Her breath" by Arizono Kazuhiro

Come the fuck on, Facebook.

Come the fuck on, Facebook.




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Anonymous said: Hey, I know things have been tough for you recently, but I wanted to let you know that I have complete faith that you can accomplish your goals and your dreams. You have always been a person that I have admired and I am really rooting for you dude. Keep working hard, and you'll get there. I hope you are well, and if not, know that it's going to turn around soon.

I think I know who this is, but it’s nice to know that there could be several people sending this message.

Things have been tough. I’m floundering a bit and I’m antsy. It also hasn’t been a ton of time. I guess I feel like if I take a breath and gain some complacency, I won’t do anything to further myself. Of course, that means I sit around and stress about things I can’t really control/that haven’t happened yet. But yeah, I’ve been having a really hard time letting myself be happy.
How do you know whether your bullshit is worse to deal with or more important than someone else’s bullshit, you know? Does what I’m worrying about warrant any merit?

Thanks for the kind words. I’ve been trying to see people as much as possible down here, but people are more flaky, unfortunately. Combine that with me having too much free time, and I start to feel pretty isolated, and my brain starts running wild.
Man, this could turn into a much longer post. Suffice to say, I know things will turn around. And I’m looking forward to that, and trying to do what I can to make that happen. Just wish I had more people to do it with along the way.

Thanks again.


If you use the “I’m recovering from a cold” excuse

to not hang out with me/text me back this weekend, maybe don’t post photos of yourself out to dinner with other people on Instagram, hm?